Wednesday, 29 October 2014

A glance at the future

You all  probably at least once, would have window shopped in your life. 
Maybe at an antique decors, or maybe at a cloth store, maybe at a toy shop as a kid.
 Do you remember that heavenly smile that one glance at that thing brought on your face, or how your eyes lit up like brightly shining stars?  
Doesn't matter how old you grow, when you glance at something you always wished to have, though only for a moment, you become that same kid you once were. 

Well, today, I window shopped my future, and for some strange reasons it seems to be reserved for me and I keep smiling sheepishly like an idiot thinking of all the possible twists and turns. 

They say Love bridges all the gap. Maybe it really does, at least the feeling called love took me to where you my love reside. I just had a glance, a very limited view. 

I see myself in your kitchen preparing dinner with your mother and then suddenly no horns blazing, no vehicle stopping, just the tapping of your feet from a distance from our house and I run down with a glass of water to open the door and then to hug you tight, finally relieved to have you back in my arms, by my side. Your mother, that strangely feels mine, hides her happiness, seeing you and me happy. We all eat dinner together, daddy treats me as his princess. 

Just that one glance where you my love reside, I see myself waking up in that same place in that same sunlight that lights up your room and wakes you up, that breeze that brushes through your hair and kisses you good morning, the place where you think of me now, the place where you fall and stand right back on your feet, the place where you laugh and cry. 

And at last, the place where every wall, every floor, every ceiling, every corner tells me the story of your life that I want to read more than any best selling novel, more than any book by Nicholas Sparks. I want to read you. And yes I see me in this place in future doing it all, I see this future coming true.

~ Sanjhi

Wednesday, 15 October 2014

Har Kahani Adhuri Si Kyu Lagti Hai...!!!

Katra katra bikhar kar
Har bar judi hu...
Jud ke phirse
Katra katra bikhri hu...
Katre ki ek zameen par tiki hai zindagani...
Ek dhadkan jagi hai
Mili hai ek nayi si kahani


Dil me dard ab bhi uthta hai
Darr se kapkapati hai rooh
Akele jab ek lamha bhi hoti hu toh...
Kanch ki tarah bikhrti hu
Ek sahare ki umeed me main
Galiyon galiyon se guzarti hu
Khud par aake jab rukti hu toh
Saans ki dor bhi tuti si lagti hai...
Ghutan si khudke jism me
Ye kyu anjani si lgti hai


Jab akeli hoti hu me...
Kyu ghutan si lagti hai...
Katra katra ye kahani bhi
Adhuri si kyu lagti hai... :')


~ Sanjhi

Wednesday, 1 October 2014

Handsome or Beautiful is just an illusion. Be that crack or hole in her/his dark room, the one that brings that most needed ray of hope, the one that becomes the spotlight amidst the darkness.... and I assure you nothing else matters, no one else matters.

~ Sanjhi

Sunday, 21 September 2014

CRUSHED

CRUSHED >.<

Oh see this Mumma, my eyes are filled with so many lovely colors, Daddy see my eyes have created a beautiful fairyland, brother, see I'm the princess here, sister, see that smile, how beautiful it looks on me. ^_^

"The standard of your dreams is too low", says Mumma

" We would be made fun of in the family and society", says Daddy

" Learn something from me",says brother

" Sacrifice like i did", says sister

My heart says..." Mumma, I don't know how my dreams have a low standard, 'cause in my sight they are the highest on standards, 'cause everything has a too low standard to make me smile like I do with those dreams.

Daddy, what is there to be ashamed of.  I don't know about the family, but my heart is ashamed as I can't help myself, and I'm scared it would leave me.

Brother what shall I learn from you? To be born as a son in the next life?

Sister you shouldn't have sacrificed, now they expect me to do the same. :( "

My mind says... " Mumma is right, look for yourself what a down standard you have.

Daddy, would be left ashamed all his life in front of everyone, would be made fun of just because of you. He may end up getting ill and then critical.

Brother, says right, learn something from him, how he keeps mumma and daddy happy.

See how sister has kept your parents happy by sacrificing. "

Now here I am in a big room full with the fighting voices of my heart, my mind, my family, society, supporters, encouragers, discouragers.
I wanna get out of here. Show me the light please. the voice of my soul is drowned, I'm deaf to it. Please get me out of here. Oh yes I have a smile that people consider beautiful, but it's fake. You would have known if you would have seen my smile in my dreams. Is there anyone who would get me into the light?

~ Sanjhi

Saturday, 13 September 2014

EMPTINESS

So you are with him/her, he/she is caring, he/she loves you, you feel for him/her too, but that isn't love, it's something else, it's good, it's really good. But then...it was supposed to turn out, that NO TEARS, NO MORE feeling SAD or EMPTY, the feeling of doubt... But it's there, it's still there. Yes, it's in less intensity, but it exists.

Doesn't it?

It's like that emptiness devour (eats you up) you, and you can't tell that to him/her, because he/she would blame himself/herself.

He/she would take it in another direction, that anyone else would do. But it's nothing like that.

Ain't it?

~ Sanjhi

Thursday, 4 September 2014

Need of Love

Everyone is in a great need, to be loved.
Every other person on this earth wants to be pampered, to be cared.
Once you can live without oxygen, but without love you just survive.

So guys, when this is such an obvious thing unsaid but known to all.... why not spread love. Don't let the love Lord gave you for spreading in world, suffocate inside your heart.

Love and be loved <3 :-*

Thursday, 28 August 2014

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Stay Strong

~ Sanjhi